God Has Been Good

On a personal level, as I review the ups and downs of this past year, I have to agree with God’s self-testimony: “I have given you success. I have had your back—day and night. I have given you everything you needed.” Yes, in looking back over 2018, and for that matter, over all of my life, I can honestly say, “God has been good.”

Going Deep // Focus: Deuteronomy 2:7

For the Lord your God has blessed you in everything you have done. He has watched your every step through this great wilderness. During these forty years, the Lord your God has been with you, and you have lacked nothing.

In Deuteronomy 2, Moses is recounting the wilderness journey of the Israelites over the forty years between exiting Egypt and possessing the Promised Land. Mostly in this chapter, he gives a blow by blow account of their battles with enemy nations who opposed their travel—nations who paid dearly for their opposition to God’s plan. And in the middle of his account, Moses makes this amazing statement of how God has tenderly cared for Israel at each step of the way. Actually, Moses is directly quoting the Lord himself. In the statement, we see God’s own assessment of how he has carried his people all these years:

I have given you success.
I have had your back—day and night.
I have given you everything you needed.

Now of course, as Christians, you and I know that to be theologically true of God. He cares for us; he carries us. We sing about it every time we gather for worship. We remind one another that very truth to encourage us through the rough spots of life. Intellectually, we affirm in our minds that the Lord will provide—he is Jehovah Jireh, after all, the God who supplies all of our needs according to his riches in glory by Christ Jesus.

Yet, if we are to be honest about it, there are seasons where we question God’s care. There are spells where we don’t feel too successful, and we wonder if God even notices. We go through a deep disappointment or a painful failure or a tremendous loss, and we can’t see any evidence whatsoever that the Lord had our back. We pray for an answer—a provision, a healing, a breakthrough—and get a big fat nothing burger instead of everything we needed.

Most of us would never say that out loud—a few brave, unfiltered souls would, but you and I are too “holy” to say anything like that—but we are thinking that very thing to ourselves. Maybe in our prayers we let it slip, “God, where were you?” While disappointment with God is not something we like to dwell on and certainly don’t broadcast, it is a part of the journey for most, if not all believers. Yet God still says the same thing to us as he did to the Israelites: I have given you success, I have protected you, I have provided everything you needed.

Think about those statements from the view of the Israelites on their journey. They spent forty years meandering through a desert, with no end in sight, instead of making their beds in the land God had promised them. They were thirsty to the point of death on several occasions. They were sick and tired of eating the same thing day after day for forty years. They had to fight for their lives against enemy nations bent on destroying them—with bigger and better equipped armies than Israel’s. My guess is there were plenty of people on plenty of occasions who felt deeply disappointed with God’s care and provision.

Yet those emotions are based on just a relatively short slice of history—both the Israelites and ours. We see things in brief moments of time and make assessments about God. If we are in a season of success and wellbeing, we overflow with joy and thanks to God. But if the season is filled with disappointment and loss, we wonder where God is. The point is, they are just that: seasons. Seasons have a beginning and an ending. And while we only see what is right in front of us, God is over it all, watching out for us, allowing according to his impeccable wisdom what will develop our character and our faithfulness through experiences of joy as well as sorrow, and always leading us to where he desires to take us.

On a personal level, as I review the ups and downs of my seasons, I have to admit to the self-testimony the Lord gives:

I have given you success.
I have had your back—day and night.
I have given you everything you needed.

In looking back over all the seasons of my life, I can honestly say, “God has been good.” That indisputable fact leads me to declare trust in his goodness in any current season, whether pleasant or rough.

Yes, God has been good. I bet you can say that too!